What A Time To Be Alive

Czech Republic, daily outfit, fashion, Leila Mekhdiyeva, look of the day, Prague, summer










(Zara crop top, Topshop high waisted skirt, Michael Kors watch, Stradivarius loafer, sunglasses from shop in Malaysia)

 I’ve been thinking a lot lately of how happy and grateful I am for everything that I have. Of course, I have my own ups and downs, as all of us, I have my own stories no one must know about, I have my own wounds as a reminder to how once I cared too much and it hurt me more than I ever thought it could. I have all that, but at the end of the day, I am happy.

All those sad and painful moments helped me to become a better person, helped me to open up my eyes and see how beautiful this world is and that it’s waiting for me. So I decided to follow my dream and to work hard to get where I wanna be. But one thing that I’ve learned only this year is that in order to become even happier I must let new people in. I must stop fighting with myself and my feelings, because of being scared to feel the pain again. I must trust as if I’ve never been betrayed. And most importantly, I must let myself love again, as if my heart was never broken.


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